After Graduation Blues

I would have never thought that I would ever complain about this. Its the most absurd thing to complain about. No other teen would ever complain about this. Then again other teens probably have more freedom than me. But still, its almost ridiculous. 

                            SUMMER IS HERE AND I AM SO NOT LOVING IT. 

There. I finally got it out. Geez I'm probably going to get a lot of crap for this but seriously see my point of view here. I am ( finally) a high school graduate after that what seemed like an eternity wait and I'm not very exited. Mostly I'm confused about what to do next because well, college due's are all done and I even signed up for summer school but this still leaves me about a month to do nothing. After surfing the internet, crawling into the deepest parts of Tumblr where thankfully I will never go again ( there are some obsessive and reeeeeally weird fangirls out there. Its truly kinda frighting), randomly going on Facebook (I am a proud "looker" not "poster"), reading fan fiction (which I really enjoyed haha what a fangirl), and just basically giving up and laying down on my bed in boredom. 

Recently a light bulb flashed in my head and told me "Don't be stupid, stupid. Look for a JOB." Yeah I know, after complaining about needing one for the longest time genius me didn't think about actually looking and applying for one. So I picked a day and ( with the help of my lovely aunty) applied for about 10 jobs. I felt accomplished because I actually did something productive instead of just browsing the Internet. 

I also started going back to Zumba since I rather get fit than sit on my ass all day and eventually make it harder for myself to lose weight. Its actually really great because once I started going I felt the difference right away. I feel my muscles coming back and feel thinner. My weight doesn't change but I finally learned that how much you weigh doesn't mean you skinnier or thin or much more importantly, healthy. When I stopped doing exercise I weighted 120 lbs. When I started doing exercise and eating a little healthier, I weighed 130 lbs. I am much more healthier now thankfully and feel better and even look thinner. Here's your weekly Natalie's "And Now You Know".   

That is my rant and kinda update of my life. I think I just need to try to loosen the grip of my parent's protectiveness and try to become more independent. First step: Get my licence! I have my appointment the day after my birthday next week. I'm excited!! 

-Natalie

PS: While on my week on Internet I managed to watch the whole 2 seasons of "Once Upon a Time" on Netflix and let me say I AM OBSSESED OMG. I'm so angry that I can not find a website that will let me watch season 3!! The Tumblr posts are so intruding and revealing of spoilers its horrible but I can't help it. The struggle is real.